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T自覺他的人生就像改錯帶的零部件
頸項被長長的白綾圍著
每過一個年頭,白綾纏繞頸項的力度又再加深
就像改錯帶
輕輕一拉過後
白色的緞帶會緊緊纏著齒輪的軸心
困在空殼,軸心永遠也沒法喘氣
一重壓一重
永遠走不出這個世界的枷鎖
T依賴空殼裡僅餘的空氣
正如蛔蟲依賴宿主的養份
只可等待氧氣耗盡
只可等待改錯帶不能再改錯為止
然後他們的生命也隨之終結
縈燒如荊的白綾深深烙入骨髓
沒法逆轉沒法掙脫沒法鬆綁
改錯帶上
只可順時針轉動的齒輪告訴T
不論你怎樣用改錯帶遮掩錯誤
只要用指甲輕輕一刮
瘡疤依舊會暴露於人前
你還是會原型畢露
消極的T
心胸突然一把揪住
彷似被拉扯的齒輪般疼痛
T看見彼此同病相憐
不假思索,呑下改錯帶
讓兩者的揪心化成一體
讓改錯帶變成蛔蟲
勞役腸胃
任由蛔蟲榨取養份
任由白綾擴展勢力
窒息致死PR -
一堆 不知道真正意思是什麼的文字T口T
這樣的功課真是叫人不知所措
是說..我覺得 內地跟香港的用字差距太大
我覺得我不可能100%了解它的用意
第一次試譯 通常也是隨便譯的
不講什麼grammar.......
然後再看看 再了解 再多譯幾遍 不過我譯出來的東西是很爛的..
天呀,何時才可以把這麼爛的東西改到像英文
其實這個是人家的presentation,其餘的學生(包括我)只是要prepare
presenation是越後越難的..偏偏我是最後那幾組...
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邊緣性人格疾患(Borderline Personality Disorder)，是一種可被診斷的精神疾病。它的主要癥狀是精神上，行為上的極端對立表現的同時出現。患者一般在下面幾個方面有非常不穩定的表現：
- 心情
- 人際關係
- 自我意識
- 行為
主要徵狀
根據最新版的《DSM-IV-TR》的定義，BPD放在Axis II。 邊緣性人格疾患的主要徵狀如下[1]：
- 瘋狂努力以避免真實或想像中的被放棄。
- 不穩定且緊張的人際關係模式，特徵為變換在過度理想化及否定其價值兩極端之間。
- 認同障礙：自體形象（self image )或自體感受（sense of self）持續明顯不穩定。
- 至少兩方面可能導致自我傷害的衝動行為。
- 一再自殺的行為、姿態、威脅，或自傷行為。
- 由於心情過度易於反應，情感表現不穩定。
- 長期感到空虛。
- 不合宜且強烈的憤怒，或對憤怒難以控制。
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I know you've heard it all before,
but the message don't get much better.
Always competing with someone else, beating up on yourself.
Deep inside you've always had this dream,
crazy as it sometimes seems.
Always thinking up some excuse, you just need some juice.
It Doesn't matter, if your black or white.
Doesn't matter if your wrong or right.
All that matters, don't give up the fight.
Doesn't matter if your rich or poor.
All that matter's is you know the score.
Doesn't matter, you can open any door.
Never listen but you wanna teach.
Do you practice what you always preach.
Take a deeper look inside yourself,
before you look at someone else.
Please don't rush, take your time.
Challenges are hard to climb.
Before you think of hanging up your boots,
just sip on some juice.
It Doesn't matter, if your black or white.
Doesn't matter if your wrong or right.
All that matters, don't give up the fight.
Doesn't matter if your rich or poor.
All that matter's is you know the score.
Doesn't matter, you can open any door.
Cos in life we only get one chance,
we gotta live it up, we gotta do it right.
If you wanna dance the last dance,
then you gotta be prepared to fight.
There's no point in having dreams.
If your gonna spend your life asleep.
Really there is no excuse. You just need some juice.
It Doesn't matter, if your black or white.
Doesn't matter if your wrong or right.
All that matters, don't give up the fight.
Doesn't matter if your rich or poor.
All that matter's is you know the score.
Doesn't matter, you can open any door.
It doesn't matter, oh no.
Doesn't matter, oh no.
Doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter, oh no.
It Doesn't matter, if your black or white.
Doesn't matter if your wrong or right.
All that matters, don't give up the fight.
Doesn't matter if your rich or poor.
All that matter's is you know the score.
Doesn't matter, you can open any door -
經過一輪龍爭虎鬥，我終於成功報名參加水彩班。
那麼，我的課外活動便會有
Sign lang.,Golf,Water-paint,Pencil Sketch,
這個學期便可以KO學校規定的課外活動時數
我還在外面報了名上landscape的課程
天 很多很多
不過，都是一些短期課程
年末的時候就會完結
還是忙一點好,忙得不可開交的話
做沒時間想多餘的事
最近又覺得自己的心理状況差了
又老是發冷=—=
